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Nervousness

Nervousness becomes a kind of daily emotion that I feel. Actually, could someone become very familiar with this kind of feeling? Until today, I don't quite understand what the reason is behind the feeling. Is it the fear of making mistakes? Or another thing? But the thing is, I feel tired to feel it every day. Is it the part of adaptation? As I try to put myself in the stress condition? The thing is, sometimes it is quite difficult to take control after making mistakes. Even though I have tried to whisper some affirmative words, The distracting feelings are still lingering. Can I someday, just embrace this feeling, and make friend with it? Can I actually have a friendly dialogue with them?  Ok, let me try, then. Dear the discouraging feeling. Why are you so persistent? Is there any matter that you want to deliver to me? I think it is true that I feel overwhelmed by the responsibilities on my shoulders. I worried that I couldn't give the correct insight for my students. I feel k...